I am in San Francisco.

I came here with one of my jounior of Japan-Israel-Palestine Student Conference yesterday. The reason why we came here is that an orgnization which provides an oppotunity for dialoges for families from Israel and Plestine invited us to the peace camp as a guest speaker. We are going to spend 4 days in the camp, excange frank opinions, and share experiences.

The orgnization wants us to shere our experiences with them in the camp. I am leaving here for the camp in Yosemite national park tommorow. I am going to stay in the house of my host family until that day. The camp would perhaps become a good oppotunity not only for the conference but also for me. After I came back to Japan, I have struggled in melancholy for some reasons.

Everytime I wake up, I cannot do anything. I lost the confidence in Romania. I lost a lot of things for 3 months. I need to leave the evidence that I am here.

but there is a regret.

I do not know how many times I can see you until that day.